Do girls ever miss their first love?

Jealousy “ why is he so normal even after breakup?”

That's when I met a batchmate . We started off as friends but he was interested in me. I was doubtful but soon I started liking him too. I never knew I would love him so madly that one day I would have to move on.

I heard somewhere “ you shouldn't read those chapters whose outcome you already know”.

Would you raise your children like your parents raised you?

But somewhere there too I wanted to make him jealous that someone else is getting my attention.

Then again to crying.

I always thought first love is the guy who comes first in sequence of liking. I had a brief period of friendship appearing like relationship with a guy in early days of first year. He couldn't let his insecurities go and eventually he left me . As expected I was broken , wondering he was my first love ,how will I move on ?

For those who were actually old enough to have experienced the 1970s and not for those who were born in the 70s. What were the pros and cons of that era?

Then it changed into hate

I got hobbies , cultivated myself. I guess at times I remember him , naah i don't remember him particularly, I remember my love for him . I regret that it was so pure and got wasted on him.

Now there is only one feeling

Do older men realize that younger women usually do not prefer them?

And about the question , I guess it doesn't matter if girl or guy misses their first love or not. Once it ends, it should be closed for good. More chapters are to come , and before someone else gets the baggage of our failed first love , we should heal.

Then it changed into anger “ why did I have to love him?”

It was never easy to decide to break up . In my head I had committed myself to him , his flaws didn't bother me , I loved him for real. What bothered me was ,me putting in efforts ,love , time and him not being able to put even love in it.

Atheists claim that Earth is 10 billion years old, yet there are no fossils that old. What do you have to say for yourselves for lying?

I tried to Have a new crush to move on. I was in myth that all is fine as long as I focus myself on admiring new crush .

First few months were great . Slowly I saw myself not becoming his priority. He had trust issues ,doubts etc. Somehow we pulled it to a complete year but behind the scenes most of the months I was in tears.

All these took up most of my second year days of college.

What do you think hell is like?

New session of third year started. Again some new feelings stirred.

At the last exam of my proff , I went out in evening and broke up for real . As usual he didn't believe it or treat it seriously. To add some seriousness I blocked him.

I was crying “ why can't he love me the way I do?”

Is it okay if I am not interested to talk to any of my relatives as I saw the real faces in my brother's marriage as none of them helped us rather were a kind of disappointment and were talking bad?

Sadness “ why can't I be happy like him”

Reels say men can't get over their first love

I wanted to add a diary entry I had written during those proff days of second year. While reading it today I realised how difficult it might have been writing it back then… lucky him , to be loved by a writer huh

What are your thoughts about Hulk Hogan at the Republican National Convention in support of Trump and ripping his shirt off? Did he exaggerate?

Most often women decide to leave first , and move on but it's never easy , if they have loved. They put efforts and keep tolerating to an extent that it crosses their limit and once they break , they don't look back.

Forgiveness “ he couldn't love me , it's okay, these things can't be forced”

Despair “ why can't he try to text me in some other way , guys text from so many apps or numbers after getting blocked”

What is the best way to get revenge on people who hurt you?

Somehow block unblock never worked , being batchmates we saw each other everyday. I am introvert , have hardly any male friends , so any news about class or anything, he gave it. After a while I thought I should let it go , Mbbs will soon end .

Soon I will be in final year. And I am still fighting this , I know someday I will stop remembering him. I am waiting for that someday.